..my day first, but then be sure to read the bold print at the bottom!..
i had such a horrible day, but it ended off on an awesome note :)
work took forever. i was very tired. yadda yadda. got home to mum bitching and nagging about the usual shit. got into an arguement. bla bla.
i felt really shitty.. tired, sick of arguing with mum and really missing KEENAN. so i made some popcorn and went downstairs, curled up on the couch and watched wigstock. it made me feel a lot better. i love that movie sooo much hehe.
went to pick up my dad from work, and then when i got home MEGZ msgd me. she invited me over, JAY and MELODY were gonna be there too.. i couldn't pass that. i went to highschool with JAY, and MEL and i were really close a few years back until some stupid drama and bullshit went down, bla bla bla, and yeah. immature shit, and meaningless now. and i'm so glad i got to see her. out of any friends i've ever fought with, MEL and MEGZ were, and still to this day have been the only ones i really missed and still cared about because i knew that what had happened was so stupid and should have never went the way it did. anyways, it was awesome to see that we could forgive, forget, and move on. she was sucha great person and i missed her a lot! she looks so damn cute! :D
we all had a nice big talk too, about shit which rocked because sometimes with ppl there's that uneasyness of rewinding back to hard times and talking about them. but there were no awkward feelings at all. it shows that we've all really grown up. so yeah, this all made my day so much better :)
it's funny. life seems like sucha game or test sometimes. i had them as such great friends years ago. then i fucked up. i took what i had for granted. then over the past few years i found friendships with people who taught me what shitty friends are like. it was then i realized i had it good way back when. and now that i've rid myself of the bad ones after realizing what i want in a friendship, the good ones are back and i'm a lot more grateful, intelligent and appreciative of that and them. <3
so we all plan to hang out when KEENAN comes down next weekend.. some shrooms perhaps? oh hell yeh. hehe :P
we watched the movie southpark for a bit too, i forgot how hilarious that movie is. so stupid but so funny.
just got in, and KEENAN had left me a message on MSN. fuck! i missed him. URGH! but it said he msg'd me around 12:00am. BC is 3 hours behind.. thats 10:00pm.. i'm wondering if he was in an internet cafe that late at night or if he's home? awwww man i can't fucking wait to see him.. i love him like a fat kid loves cake! <3
well, work tomorrow. and then drinking with JIMI. so i better get plenty of rest!
OK OK so. TEGAN & SARA are planning to make a video for the song Living Room, although the record label won't give them the money to do it. but, they really want to! (who could blame them!? neatest song ever!) anyways, on their site they are selling tegan & sara-living room t shirts for $25.. they're superhot.. and whatever money they make off of that will go towards the making of teh video. SO GO! NOW! ORDER A SHIRT IF YOU'RE A FAN! DO IT! living room is sucha killer song and well.. i think a video for it would be awesome. come on. plus, the shirts are really fuckin snazzy :) kthanxbye
..and we agreed completely agreetly about most things 'til the sun set sweetly like it does in those paintings, the ones they hang in hotel rooms..